Human race. Irascible men. Blacks and whites new corporate cousins. Misunderstood chinese and mute muslims as the world reflects. Fracturing now, the dream of a second coming and revelation nightmare - I pierce the future with races and the natural world extending century on century far-ranging futures not limited to an impossible resurrection of a dead prophet. I live and I die I go faster to the wire I relax I accept. Economic activity is vainglory: leaders and owners greedy, conceited and arrogant - whistling up me waste pipe am I, some grubby mental dredger clearing a channel for someone's breaking news - I understand more and more and lose my faculties daily. I see no point in trying any more, I am happy now to be alive.

Z

Live life as if its the only one, take it as it comes and barrel on down to the stop sign as quick as you like. Don't think ure important, treat people like a brother or sister. Try and get by but take the rough with the smooth. Special is as special does. I am blessed with a week abroad next week and will post when there - tell Sirena she looks great and tell twit nothing - if you read my posts I am glad.

Z

Gladly tender the true change for want of befuddling our counterfeit cousins. Fair change does not do ill to me thee the seeker. See saw the shell of democratic decency never allowed the twins of Tolkien barrow boy saucy selling gradually steal a jewelly crown. So rocky and mirthful cloaks in elvine solace beyond and far yet facing the hills of salisbury plain so hard and erect; the barking screwy beacon, barrelling lay me down lines beltingly in space this land so green. Hail tall icon I give you the troth of lovers fair do curse the thought of raising high yet to fall. Sever hate you pathetic nature of nurtured calico, that hides the place once held in false promises that taught the fair to practice the art of common law.

20/8/08

Z

I was invited to choose a link on a pal's blog where I viewed scenes of male nudity and male on male affection and sexual acts. Having selected earlier a playlist chosen from some recently downloaded material using a recently engaged file sharing program; Frankie Goes to Hollywood came on (if you'll permit). Current track: "Relax" which I believe to be a homosexual training song.

The last "act" in the song reminds me of a scene at a window in San Francisco with a man dripping spunk from the end of his penis after he had come (forgot to relax no doubt). Strangely, the thing that separates my life from the citizens of San Francisco as portrayed is only possessing 3 identical leather jackets that I attempt to sell when skint (all size 2 X L) and I can say those dudes know a few things about rock and roll.

Z

Two - OO!

My paltry 200 posts have led to personal sincerely weight-loss that I am now marketing as "Osram Lighten the Load" or OLTL. Truly you will be amazed at how much fat YOU could lose! Leaner and meaner, leaner and meaner. No need for pills or potions, simply write your fat off. I am offering this amazing WRITERS COURSE sent under plain cover for a paltry $49.99. Just look at my 200 posts if you don't believe that I can teach you to write. True true.

Z

A strong will for me is a woman or man that covers me with a bird’s wing like a veil that cloaks my inner eye for a task I participate in but cannot (for want of strength) fully achieve by my own dimmed lights alone.

I seem to be both teacher and disciple; the skills of my friends with strength are traded across the fulcrum in the bazaar of gifts and cures like potions in a smoky den where incense spirals up in threads of bluish gas.

As with a shortish spell of graft where the tutelage pays me the homage of preventing possible harm from causing me to lose footing on some perilous river ford, no enquiries are required at the paybooth for the road to the latest Mandalay.

Trust those you love, embrace the truth that other people love us and surrender plans and projects to the Will of humanity.

Z